Wednesday, November 24, 2010

gratitude

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life has been rolling on its own hasty pace since the day i stepped off the plane and ended my 26 days retreat at my other home, Toronto. i realized i need to MAKE TIME for reflection, so here i am, albeit the mountain of errands and responsibilites keeps growing at this very moment, let me try to make an little effort living the Ignatius way.

we begin with gratitude...

Oct 15: thank YOU for picking me up from the airport so early in the morning, and having my 1st Canadian breakfast with me at Cora...
Oct 16: thank YOU for taking me hiking, and lending me all the hiking gears, and preparing lunch...
Oct 17: thank YOU for driving me to church, taking me to visit uncle's grave, having family tea-time, driving me up to my old school, rolling down the slop with me...
Oct 18: thank YOU for dinner, welcoming me to your house to play with your lovely daughter
Oct 19: thank YOU for letting me rest after a few days of activity, treating me dinner and the long massage afterwards...
Oct 20: thank YOU for morning coffee and bagel at Starbucks mainstreet, for sharing your dreams and your love for us, taking me to Costco, sharing during the drives...
Oct 21: thank YOU for welcoming me to your house, cooking for me, letting me play with Dina, taking me to Lectio, having dinner with me...
Oct 22: thank YOU for driving me to the Distillery Market and appreciating art with me, and telling me your lovely stories and artistic thoughts...
Oct 23: thank YOU for the hugs and support when i'm in immense pain (and the warm blanket), taking me to Crux and Trin, treating me dinner at Moxie...
Oct 24: thank YOU for morning coffee at Timmy's, your sharings, driving me around, including me in your photoshoot, cooking me dinner at your house, bringing a song and singing along with me, sharing your stories, fears, gratitute, hopes and dreams, and endless MUSIC...
Oct 25: thank YOU for afternoon tea at Timothy's, sharing with me your pre- and post- wedding struggles, thoughts on work...
Oct 26: thank YOU for pre-paying for me (everything), riding the greyhound with me, sharing a cab, killing flies...
Oct 27: thank YOU for telling me to trust my art, giving me a few hundred acres to roam, speaking to me in the wind and the trees, touching my heart at the Jesuit cemetery...
Oct 28: thank YOU for the rain and indoor serenity, great rye bread (and butter), bumping into an old friend, profound space and meditation...
Oct 29: thank YOU for the timely cab, the smooth GO rides, warm dinner at home...
Oct 30: thank YOU for making the trip work (albeit the 5am morning call), the drive to Montreal, the good food/wine/beer/SMOKE MEAT/friendship/sharing/laughter/genuine fellowship...
Oct 31: thank YOU for the home worship, sharing of tears, worries, thoughts, struggles, plans...
Nov 1: thank YOU for taking time to shop with me, and a nice dinner =P...
Nov 2: thank YOU for Pho @ chinatown, sharing your exciting new discoveries/inspirations with me, your CD recommandation, SONIC BOOM, comfy ride back home on the GO...
Nov 3: thank YOU for the trip to Queen West, showing me the Gladstone, the Japanese paper-heaven, treating me lunch, the brisk-walk journey back, picking me up at the Finch kiss-n-ride, having sweet soup with us, mentoring us, guiding us with your experience and love...
Nov 4: thank YOU for sharing with me what you've seen or heard or experienced or thought about in the journey of spiritual direction, and giving me the "Bread" to sleep with (still reading it bit by bit every night)...
Nov 5: thank YOU for taking me out to lunch and sharing with me your PCS camp experience, taking the time to meet up with me even tho you're still jet lagging from your trip to HK, driving me all the way to Jacq's house and back, opening your lovely home to us and being such a great host, having dinner with me and reliving those lovely memories we had in university (go UT girls!)...
Nov 6: thank YOU for the long breakfast sharing and subsequent coffee chat, stolling the mall with me while telling me your stories and thoughts on faith, involving me in your evening gown picking expedition, driving me back and forth to 契媽's new house, cooking for the big bunch of us, singing to me (have fun at the wedding! btw), praying with me...
Nov 7: thank YOU for letting me sleep in, going to Chinese tea with me again, the perfectly quiet afternoon, taking me to visit Tigger and Pepper, and sharing the pints of beer and yam fries with me...
Nov 8: thank YOU for great morning coffee and sharing at Starbucks, praying at TooGoodPond, packing with me, driving me all the way to Pearson and remembering me needs in your prayers...
Nov 9: thank YOU for bringing me safely home, my other home, Hong Kong.

on the first day of the retreat, my spiritual director asked me to just roam around and enjoy the walk, and be grateful for whatever that comes to my mind. to me, the whole retreat started long ago, in fact, my whole trip back to Canada was THE retreat itself. and before i enter into the next stage in life, i found it essential to sit down and recollect my gratitudes, that i may offer them not only to God, who is the source of such, but also to those who facilitated the delivery.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

<花.時間> by 圓喜.UpCircling

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三個手作人再次走上 [圓喜.UpCircling] 的創作平台,以<花.時間>為題天馬行空一番。誠意邀請你來一起分享。即使手作並非你的心頭好,也希望你願意「花時間」前來跟我們聚一聚、傾兩句…… (and don't miss the coffee at Cafe Golden!)

JCCAC 山寨市集 (秋季篇)
日期﹕ 2010年11月20至21日
時間﹕ 下午1時至7時正
地點﹕ 賽馬會創意藝術中心



關於<圓喜.UpCircling>:走著走著,我們以為自己又回到原點……猛然向下一望,方發現昔日的經緯卻帶來了不一樣的視野。原來一圈一圈往上走,便是生活。緣起於簡單的事物、簡約的配搭;圓喜,是對生活的滿足。

關於本次(秋季市集)的主題<花.時間>:花開有時,花落有時;學會花時間,就學會生活。花時間做手作,讓花與時間成為手作的一部份。

註:<花.時間>主題靈感源自曾思卉個人畫展,<花.時間.生活>。

Friday, November 5, 2010

〈給你的安魂曲〉

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跟友人說起,才發現一直沒有把寫於四川地震後的歌貼到這裡。

秋天,是萬物凋零的季節,別人都說我若是早一點回到加拿大就能趕上看最漂亮的紅葉;只是,有另一把聲音,告訴我「這才是我認為最好的時機」。能在死亡中感悟生機、在枯萎中找到生命的伏線,是一份讓我受寵若驚的禮物。對喔,祢的意念非同我的意念。

四川地震後的第九天,曾寫下〈給你的搖籃曲〉和這一段文字:

「地震發生的時候我在考試,對身邊的一切都沒有感覺
直到今天,坐在鋼琴前,音符才為我娓娓道這些日子以來的所感所想
望著痛失親人的孩子,惦念著父母雙亡的同學
寫下這搖籃曲,唱給孤單和悲傷的人」

四川地震一週年,我為此曲譜上了新詞;〈給你的安魂曲〉代表我到了青川,跟那兒的孩子交朋友。

〈給你的安魂曲〉四川地震一週年
曲、詞:lilnic

黑暗中無盡的等待 沒有改變你的離開
人海中喧鬧的悲哀 撩起我對你的依賴

涼風吹來一陣感慨 想你的心停不下來
思念化成一只小船 飄蕩在無邊的大海

淚水沖不掉的無奈
陪著我日復日等待
當希望崩潰快要塌下來
我卻看見一道彩虹
滿載著愛 不曾離開

時間不為誰停下來 一分一秒走向未來
安然躺在你的胸懷 永遠隔絕不了的愛